Frustration.

[kotaotan]

Actually, it should be frustration beyond words. I'm just going to give a quick run down of why the last two days have sucked to high heaven.
1. The promotion I was working towards is no longer happening due to poor decisions from home office in regards to what had to happen for me to get it.
2. I can't seem to stop thinking about work even when I'm at home.
3. I had to go to Hattiesburg. AGAIN.
4. I just found out today that I may have diabetes.
5. I can't afford treatment due to my insurance sucking and I'm not getting that promotion.
6. I now have nine days to try and get my entry for the Nightgig Sampler book done.
7. I feel paranoid about people not liking me.
8. I'm lonely.

That's it. I'm going to bed.

Comments

*hugs*

[sunnichic.livejournal.com]

Gosh... you 'may' have diabetes, like it's not confirmed? Is this totally out of nowhere or is there a history of it in your family? That really sucks. I hope something works out so you can get the treatment you need.

Re: *hugs*

[kotasworld.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's not confirmed yet. I just had high blood sugar so they want to run some more tests in a couple of weeks. My family on my dad's side has a history of it though. It's not unexpected, but it is unwanted considering the mood I was in yesterday. Thanks though.

[anyankaharris.livejournal.com]

Hey..I am upset because you didn't call when you were Hattiesburg. :) You have some explaining to do!

Brian had a bad check -up too. High blood sugar, cholesterol, etc.

Try calling the MS Dept. of Health. They might have something or some type of program that could help you get it under control.

I hope you feel better. I have been in a bad mood all day too. Just one of those days I guess.

[kotasworld.livejournal.com]

Believe it or not, I thought about calling but I don't have your number. Also, I was working my butt off.
Me and Brian seem to be having the same problem.
As for insurance, it seems I may have found a good plan I can afford so I'll look into it next week.
Thanks for caring and I hope you feel better too.