Aug. 12th, 2009

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Heck of a while since I posted anything so I figured I'd go ahead and see what I could type up. I'm feeling a bit lost at the moment. I'm not enjoying my home life, work, or school. I was enjoying school for a long while but it's getting, well, let me break this down a little better.
When I started at Antonelli I had a couple of friends. Sean and Adam. Sean dropped out and won't return any one's phone calls. Adam keeps dropping classes or switching to day shift. I've been at the school for over a year and I don't have any friends there. I have classmates that I don't see on a regular basis because I'm going part time because I'm poor and having to be at Antonelli every single night would drive me nuts. I did get a grant, but I'm not counting on having it next year.
EA is going well. I guess. I'm trying to find ways to stay interested while I'm in the pits.
I'm broke. And I mean BROKE. I had an unexpected emergency pop up and that along with several held charges from about three to four weeks ago popping up at the same time caused me to go into overdraft and I'm now $245 in the hole. I don't get paid until next Friday and when I do I'm going to lose half my check due to the overdraft. There are days where ya just wish he hadn't gotten out of bed.

Spiritually I'm a bit confused. See, I talk to God on a semi-regular basis and I really do believe he's up there and listening, but I have problems. I hear people around here talk about religion and how science is trying to do such-and-such to slight Jesus and I just get angry. My blood starts boiling. These people seriously believe that all the evidence of the Earth being older than 6000 years and evolution are just tools of Satan to convince people that God doesn't exist. I feel like the only person with a lick of sense sometimes.

Well, all that being said I suppose I'll just vanish again for a while. I'll try and be a little more active than I have in the last couple of years. God knows, I probably need the outlet.


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